. And if you find the love of your life, do not you waste it ..

because the real true love does not always come over, and there is little possibility of him coming ..

 therefore something that stupid is where we can not realize that true love is before us ..

. As well as what I have done, where, when I realized that he was the best for me, I have to go against all sense in our hearts, even though I really love her, even I felt that he was the true love that I've been looking for,,

but why the stupid things always come bothering me, came over and as if to say "what could you see the misery of her time with you ..?!!"..

. I was confused by a question like that, until finally I was caught by the seduction of the ignorance that caused me to leave him, but honestly from the heart most deeply, I love him so much .. she's so mean to me ..

until the end and until the time I write this I still and always love him and continue ..

. oh god what should I do ..??!!

I'm confused with my feelings are even less clear as to leave him .. I miss him, I want her body like a warm embrace once again ..

but I realize that all is not possible because she has been coupled with others ..

the more my heart feels pain so deep ....
until I finally created a song that represents my feelings that I wanted to go back to him, although it was not easy, and even not possible, but I continue to struggle to convince him that I still love him and want to go back to him ..
 
 Synta kembalilah_marduk.wav

that song that I created for him ..

song that always makes me cry,,


until finally I had to go away for a 2nd time, I leave town I settled in Tangerang and Bandung,, a difficult thing for me is the beginning where I had to try to forget ..
should I try and I try ..


to be continued .. __